27.2 ~ Forever H.O.T.

Felíz día de San Valentín.

waaa, dos días después de nuestro aniversario, llega el día de san valentín.

Como dije antes, no hace falta un ensayo para demostrarte mi amor.

Un simple TE AMO es más que suficiente.

Kim Hyun Joong, amor de mi vida, la persona más importante del mundo, te más que amo (L)

one year full of happiness.

hahaha quién lo diría? el tiempo sinceramente pasa volandoo, hoy 12 de Febrero del 2010, es nuestro querido aniversario *-* haha Hace un año que me declaré totalmente enamorada de tí. En este año me has dado tantas cosas que infinitamente te agradezco.

Se que no es necesario escribir un ensayo para demostrar mi amor por ti. Asi que lo dejo hasta aquí. Algun dia estaremos juntos, y se que ese día está más cerca de lo que parece.

Te Amo
Kim Hyun Joong

so painful....

It can never be call pain to what I'm feeling... 'cause there are so many people who are in REAL PAIN... more than I can never imagine... but I do not feel good anyway.. When things start to look up good and nice, they tend to fall apart, you can't even enjoy the happiness as it should be.. I know so well what I am supposed to do to get done with it, but I'm not doing anything for that.. And I think that hurts even more, 'casue then I'm the one who's hurting myself, and even though I can stop it.. I don't... I don't do anything... It's really horrible what I'm doing to myself.. even though I get tired.. I still can't escape from it...
Will I end up broken again? As it happened already countless times... Or is it going to get better this time? With just a little faith... just a little more strength, then maybe, yes, It'll be better... Please keep on praying with me ♥ I really need everyone's support ... even if you don't know exactly what it is... Is nice to know if there's someone who actually believes in me.. But really, I must believe in myself... and I ask myself so many times, Why is it so difficult? Why can't I believe and trust myself when I know I have all this capacity? .. See? that's what it hurts.. the most.....