solo vengo a decir que amo a este chico, mas que nada en el mundo (: no necesito decir mas nada.. :D
jueves, 19 de febrero de 2009
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solo vengo a decir que amo a este chico, mas que nada en el mundo (: no necesito decir mas nada.. :D
martes, 17 de febrero de 2009
TwT
perdii todas las fotos de mi pc, excepto la de mis asiaticos hermosos ahaha que cagada, a ver como hago para recuperar, baje un programa que recupera cosas D: espero que funcione enserio y mi pendrive de 16 Gb tmb o tendria mas razones de tirarme de un edificio lol y bue.. T___T
eso no mas, ahaha a ver si actualizo mas de seguido este blog (: .. mañana creo que sera un buen dia.. xDD ya kiero q sea jueves para ir a la clase de coreano otra vez *w*
eso no mas, ahaha a ver si actualizo mas de seguido este blog (: .. mañana creo que sera un buen dia.. xDD ya kiero q sea jueves para ir a la clase de coreano otra vez *w*
sábado, 14 de febrero de 2009
feliz día amor♥
no podías estar más cerca para entregarte no solo chocolates pero todo mi amor en este dia?
TE AMO !
no necesito otras palabras para decir lo que siento por ti (:
TE AMO !
no necesito otras palabras para decir lo que siento por ti (:
miércoles, 11 de febrero de 2009
isn't it enough? TwT [RESTRAINED]
It's not easy to live in my skin, I wonder when am I becoming free, when am I going to be able to spread my wings with my own will and when I want, not with the permission of other people. Is so hard to swallow my tears right now, I wish I could just suck it all up, but I can't or someday I will explode.
I want people to let me be me, and trust me because it surely looks like they doesn't, im too tired to continue like this, it's really painful. I know they want the best of me, but maybe the best is to let me go, to face the world with my OWN experiencies, or how else am I going to learn? Ain't I old enough to learn of my own mistakes, is it so hard to let me go? How am I suppossed to grow up being held all the time. It's like I can't do what I think and I just end up doing again what they say. Im so fucking tired of that, this is NOT how I want to learn all of the worlds negative and positive things. That's why I want to go OUT if this, miles away where they can't influence me, where they can barely call me. I need 2011 to come right now. I can barely stand up for myself like this.
Maybe im being selfish who knows really, but they seriously need to let me go, im not happy like this, im not free, im not being the person I want to be, there's no need to treat me like a 7 year old anymore, man im turning 17! of course it's not like im a complete adult or anything like that but I have the rights to be trusted to you know.. go out with my friends.
I can't take it anymore, I already don't know what to do. They are always like "We trust you, we are proud of you.." then SHOW IT DAMN IT!! how could I ever believe those words when they aren't treating me like that. I feel so powerless. Also those words "these years are the ones you should enjoy the most" .. well? you aren't letting me do that, always prohibiting those moments, how am I going to enjoy them like that?
who knows anyway, maybe it's all my fault? what did or didn't do? D: sorry for being so emo.. =______=" it's just the way I feel and I needed to write it.
I want people to let me be me, and trust me because it surely looks like they doesn't, im too tired to continue like this, it's really painful. I know they want the best of me, but maybe the best is to let me go, to face the world with my OWN experiencies, or how else am I going to learn? Ain't I old enough to learn of my own mistakes, is it so hard to let me go? How am I suppossed to grow up being held all the time. It's like I can't do what I think and I just end up doing again what they say. Im so fucking tired of that, this is NOT how I want to learn all of the worlds negative and positive things. That's why I want to go OUT if this, miles away where they can't influence me, where they can barely call me. I need 2011 to come right now. I can barely stand up for myself like this.
Maybe im being selfish who knows really, but they seriously need to let me go, im not happy like this, im not free, im not being the person I want to be, there's no need to treat me like a 7 year old anymore, man im turning 17! of course it's not like im a complete adult or anything like that but I have the rights to be trusted to you know.. go out with my friends.
I can't take it anymore, I already don't know what to do. They are always like "We trust you, we are proud of you.." then SHOW IT DAMN IT!! how could I ever believe those words when they aren't treating me like that. I feel so powerless. Also those words "these years are the ones you should enjoy the most" .. well? you aren't letting me do that, always prohibiting those moments, how am I going to enjoy them like that?
who knows anyway, maybe it's all my fault? what did or didn't do? D: sorry for being so emo.. =______=" it's just the way I feel and I needed to write it.
